14 Comments
User's avatar
Del's avatar

And here, for a moment, sort of a break from the tension. You give us simply the colors, the lovemaking and, of course, the ever-present power of memory. Beautiful.

Expand full comment
Jeffrey Streeter's avatar

Your mention of Saturn in this lovely chapter made me think of Sebald: "Memories lie slumbering within us for months and years, quietly proliferating, until they are woken by some trifle and in some strange way blind us to life.”

W.G. Sebald, The Rings of Saturn

Expand full comment
<Mary L. Tabor>'s avatar

Ah, to be in the same sentence with Sebald! xx

Expand full comment
Susan Campbell's avatar

"Perspective places the viewer in an unsafe space. Vermeer’s camera obscura gave him a nearly photographic external view that he kept secret because, perhaps, he feared the repercussions. Matisse’s shifting perspective risked the accusation of “beast.”

Perspective in life can be a gift richer than gold, but can also ruin us if we can only see through one lens.

Expand full comment
<Mary L. Tabor>'s avatar

Oh, Susan, exactly. What a reader you are!

Expand full comment
Susie Mawhinney's avatar

Those wonderfully powerful receptors we are gifted, that they can evoke a memory an exquisite gift you have used so alluringly, "Like the scent of apples and pears—her skin" especially to one who is lost in the memory of a love.

Gorgeous writing Mary... always. xx

Expand full comment
<Mary L. Tabor>'s avatar

So like you, Susie, to write a comment whose eloquence speaks so graciously. xx

Expand full comment
Kimberly Warner's avatar

Feeling this space open up in Robert as he is haunted by the memory of Lena, her repressed expression with him, not just as a person but as a spectrum of colors—especially the consuming colors of fire. Seeing/owning his own oppressiveness feels both intimate and dangerous. Beautiful, provocative writing, as always Mary.

Expand full comment
<Mary L. Tabor>'s avatar

Lovely -- and so beautifully stated, xx

Expand full comment
Ellen Kornmehl MD's avatar

always enjoy following your footprints in the sand

Expand full comment
<Mary L. Tabor>'s avatar

Oh, how lovely, Ellen! Such a grand metaphor for the writing.

Expand full comment
Isabelle's avatar

Beautiful as always. Absolutely love this: The filigree of skin ...

Expand full comment
<Mary L. Tabor>'s avatar

Oh, Isabelle, so lovely to say this and to pull out a phrase while doing so ...

Expand full comment
Isabelle's avatar

Some words stick with me longer than others. I remember a filigree ring not the filigree of skin, so you have created a striking image for me.

Expand full comment