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Jeffrey Streeter's avatar

"She was dying with a certain willfulness. She lay down, not just from the pain, and not solely from exhaustion." I found this very moving, Mary. It subtly suggests a tender egotism on the part of both the observer and the observed.

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<Mary L. Tabor>'s avatar

Ah, Jeffrey, so glad to have you as a sensitive reader, as the novel moves inexorably towards it close ...

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Del's avatar

Ah, "deceptive cadence" -- in music and in life. I love how you so deftly let music repeatedly illuminate the story. This particular Schubert piece seems so perfectly apt.

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<Mary L. Tabor>'s avatar

Oh, how lovely. I adore the Schubert! Don't you?

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Susie Mawhinney's avatar

"Since we married, I have often walked toward the mall because that was where Lena was. I think I will always walk toward her."

It seems I am not alone in sighing at these lines dear Mary... heartbreakingly beautiful reading. Poor Robert.

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<Mary L. Tabor>'s avatar

Oh, Susie, your words, your sigh for that line and this chapter that moves toward the close of the novel mean so much. What a reader you are!

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Adrian P Conway's avatar

I think I will always walk toward her. 👌🏻

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<Mary L. Tabor>'s avatar

Oh, Adrian, that line and you: my heart opens.

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Ellen Kornmehl MD's avatar

The juxtaposition of the lack of finiteness in biblical translation and interpretation and the impending threat of cancer is beautiful, Mary

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<Mary L. Tabor>'s avatar

May I tell you how your continuing to read this novel that comes from my heart means to me? Heart to heart!

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Kimberly Warner's avatar

This “pleasant possession” seems like something dear Robert will never experience, never achieve. Not with Lena, maybe not ever. Does his struggle with fluid separation never give way erotic possession?: “I tried to get those eighth notes rolling properly, playing up and down the chords, repeatedly, taking the chords and breaking them into their parts, fluidly and separately. Success at this gives the piece its complexity, assures that the rapid notes don’t overwhelm the melody, that both are heard as separate and integrated strands.”

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<Mary L. Tabor>'s avatar

With this "possession," as you put it, he has a task to fulfill. How he does this remains the key ...

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Susan Campbell's avatar

Achingly sad and as always, movingly beautiful. ✨

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<Mary L. Tabor>'s avatar

Ah, Susan, my loyal and deep reader!

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Susan Campbell's avatar

Always, Mary! I am enthralled with these characters and their lives! ✨😍

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